Okay, first and foremost, I must state that I NEVER even state who I referring, that means I can refer to anyone in this world! If I really want to refer to anyone of you, I would write in the name or say it out! Also, in this blog, I have my own right to write my own feelings; I know in some way, I MIGHT offend someone in my words or the way I trying to express in what I say, but that time, I wrote this is because I am in an extremely upset & angry mood, and I just want to write it all out, so that I can feel better…if not for the rest of the days, I would be in an extremely moody mood…like in school I might be silent for the whole day. Okay, in the matter to addressing you, you can’t everything take it as referring to you, “you want I say it out to you…”, can, but you will sure out say me, and I would not have an opportunity to be able to say my opinion, or tell you how I feel. First of all, did you really really “active” in contributing ideas? Then why you go see other thing like contact lenses, etc….you should know we all trying to get our work done fast, we don’t want to delay our time. Even me, I shut down my laptop so I can focus on doing the discussion and giving ideas. “U think you are superwoman”…I am like so mad because we want to finish our work, because one of us need to go off, so we don’t have enough time to finish, so we “REALLY” want to focus & concentrate to finish it off….tell me what you doing? I know you got contribute by listening to our ideas and giving your opinion, but I would really want you to give your own idea. I don’t want only solely work or doubly work or triply work, I really want every single of you to really really really focus on the work or the discussion and give your ideas, don’t tell me you don’t want to “chop-chop” finished the work ma? So than, we can have our rest of the times do other part of the work. Okay, I am really sorry about putting the “benefit from us”, such a harsh word in, because can’t control my mood that time, and I do think a lot sometimes, so forgive me on that point. “…switch on my laptop part…” I didn’t mean that time, I meant was the previous one when we do content page, you should roughly know what I meant. I know you got contribute, but I wish you would “actively” contributing, if it is you would want every single one to “actively” contributing or some of us to “active” contributing and some not? Surely want all to “actively” contribute ma, not only me, in this world, everyone would want “actively” contributing, however, I know some people can’t “actively” contribute…Oh ya, I ask you one thing, have you try before waiting for people for 10/30min or even 1hour, how you feel? Not good right, wish that person can don’t come late right? I really felt that way, since several incidents, I really understand those “waiting” people’s feeling. Even me, I do my best not to be late. When I am all excited to go out with you all or meet you all, then some of you come late…. how would I feel? The entire mood are being dampened or spoilt right? Leaving with no mood to meet or talk, then worse still when some bad thing happen to you all + waiting for several minutes, guess how I felt? Upset, loss of mood, …just no good right? So, I really really wish you all can understand the importance of being punctual and not being late. Okay, in school, these few days, the lesson taught are abit stressful for me, because need to understand and learn a lot of things, which dampen the whole day mood and spirit which led me to be unable to chat happily to all our you, even my spirit would tend to float away. When you say treated you badly, I never really treated you badly, just like to play with you with words, just want to disturb you that’s all, because your reaction sometimes quite fun, and I just want to lighten up everyone mood, since after the whole day lesson. So, I never really trying to go insult you, I just trying to address my own mood & feeling in my blog, so don’t look it in a negative manner, Sorry, if some words might offend you in some way, hope you would just forgive and try to “really” understand, even you would have bad mood some days and want to write it somewhere. So, let’s just forgive and forget about it…
PS: But I “really” wish you all would not be late when we set a time, I don’t want to dampen everyone’s mood by waiting and waiting for you all or the others. Hope you all would understand this, for me, I would try my best not to be late too. Also try to show your 100% attention to everything you do, don’t get distracted. That all I want to say.
